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******IM LOWKEY SUICIDAL IN THIS ONE (WARNING)********** HI EVERYONE today i unexpectedly had to go to universal studios... it was fun but during the car ride to the park my dad asked me if imma be getting a job this summer and i was like ummmm and so i applied for this thing but they havent even emailed me back yet and i sent my stupid app like 2000 years ago. whats even the point i dont wanna be a locker room attendant. its so sad im going to have to work anyway. like. its just part of life i guess but if i have to work its just not worth living. thats my opinion. like. why would i want to wake up everyday and labor XD but maybe im just lazy. my panda express fortune said "Financial success is inevitable in your future" so I hope this is true. even if i dont want to work i want money. anyways i kinda feel weird like should i talk about other people on here?? what if they see this someday? well it wouldnt be badmouthing. for example [DELETED ENTIRE SECTION WHERE I TALKED ABT SOMEONE] I am really truly worried about this person, I dont know why. Its a stressful existance. I guess I am scared something bad will happen. maybe i do need a job...